Right then. When I play MMOs I tend to get overdefensive and that is because dying in MMOs and in them only makes me feel very upset. To the point that I am prone to dropping the game altogether(it happens) or the character gets deleted after he dies(this happens 90% of time). I am now sure that this is disorder and I want to get rid of it(that is the size of my love towards GW franchise that I am willing to get rid of part of me just so I can enjoy them <3). The Origins of that weird behaviour are, I think, Hardore mode from Diablo 2 which I used to play fervently and the Classic Survivor title from GW 1. Both encourage overdefensive behaviour(to the point of paranoia
Oh and I can't play anything without Defensive mechanics-Tanks prefered due to this weird behaviour(I am Like Eldar from 40k, not Like IG dam it!-in my core). Supporters and summoners and debuffers/crowd controllers are my core proffesions-in that order.
So, any advices? I REALLY want to play and love and enjoy GW 2, but I can't because of some stupid psych.mechanic. Any help at all is welcome(the sooner the better)










